I was off for some days and didn’t post anything here, I was taking some rest. Not because I am fed up of blogging (lol never) but I am pissed off studying integration, calculus blah blah and data structure in c programming. I am just not able to understand anything and feel like giving up. But then I like challenges and learning new stuff so I’ll keep trying. Sometimes when teacher pause after speaking lots of fx dx which all goes over my head, I look at teacher with a smile and he know that he needs to explain me everything again now. There are so many formulas that need to learn and what I find obscure that those doesn’t come out anything meaningful making it hard for me to cram them all. If I don’t find anything meaningful, my mind just rejects it to accept in memory.